Right now I'm struggling, I'm struggling to hold back the tears, I'm struggling to control the anger and I'm struggling...
There's this uneasy nervousness surrounding me. I feel like something is going to happen, I feel like something out of my control is going to happen. People ask me if I'm ok and I say yes, but I'm not. I'm not having a good day, I feel like screaming crying and punching someone and I'm struggling.
