I know it's been a couple of month's since I've blogged but one of my sad realities is I'm set on fire with passion for a task. I take it on and I'm going on all cylinders and then just as quickly as the flame was lit, it's dashed! Often times snuffed out before completion of the task. Around my office my student workers often use a little slang phrase "the struggle" when ever they are having a bad day, or something is funny or they're simply struggling. And of course I've made it apart of my slang library. "The Struggle" is real, I struggle to get out of bed in the morning, I struggle to control my temper, I struggle to live in a world that I don't fit into, I struggle to stay outside the box, I struggle to not give in to my urges to spend uncontrollably...You get where I'm going with this? Life is a struggle, and all the things I've listed above (there's hundreds more) are things that not only I struggle with but other's as well. Bipolar or not life is struggle and it's just that much harder for someone living with this disorder, so why treat them differently? Why ostracize them and label them crazy? You've seen my pictures do I look like I'm "crazy" hell what IS crazy anyway? I'm starting to rant so I digress...
Today I'm struggling because I'm starting to feel alone again, I don't know if I'm cycling down and I'm about to hit a low but I felt compelled to share my thoughts with you guys, I don't know if anyone reads my blog, and shit I wouldn't, I rarely post and am NEVER consistent. I just had an epiphany! I'm going to post to this blog at least ONCE per month for the next three months, I really need to work on somethings and consistency is one of them. So this is where I'll start.
"The Struggle"
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